I wrote this poem a while ago and decided to post it. I just uncovered it and remembered how much I loved it.
I was the love of your life
and you were the love of mine
and you were the lover of my mind
and everything I wanted to find
But then you left
and you took it all away
and nothing I said could make you stay
and I shouldn’t even bother now, anyway
But I love you,I love you.
And screaming doesn’t help
because you never listen
to the pain I felt because I was missing
you so much that my blood would glisten
Across my skin
I started getting sick
and my hair was thin
and so was my body
Because I wasn’t enough
to keep you around
and I knew that, so I lay on the ground
hoping to stop this spinning around
but my world isn’t slowing down
So why is yours?
that’s not fair
you keep your sanity, your weight, your hair
and meanwhile I’m here, gasping for air
wondering, wondering why you’re not there.